Sunday 4 August 2013

LOVE...

hi ;)



its about 2/3 months i didnt update my blogger... im busy with my theory classes for semester 3, and luckily in this sem i dun have any big n heavy place to hold, like monitor >.<


hehe, im in love with someone who seriously care about me, know me n even willing to share everything in his life with me, included his family! 

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

 i smile this way every time when chatting with him <3



yes, he did it! its the best feel ever n i really love it ;))





he's a funny boy, make me fall in love without even realizing it. <3




hmmm... he is a real man! he share the painfulness with me, so i did it too...




ok...we haven't pato yet, but,

i found a him, who can laugh and be silly with! he also can imitate how i laugh ^.-

most of the time when we chat in the phone, we laugh like mad, n we appreciate it <3




WOW! take it easy.....

its been so long im waiting 4 this moment..

i know i have to wait like a 6 to 7 years more, but its worth!!!



im always praying about my future husband, n i think God aldy do something, sweetly ;)))


so, pray, it works everytime.

not praying about who u wants, but praying about who is the 1 that God wants to give to u..




Lord, if he is the man You want to give to me, please let me know. And let me just give thanks and follow Your words. I pray in Jesus name, Amen! :)





with love,
Jia En <3








Sunday 30 June 2013

semester 1 clinical posting!! (its fun!)

Yeah, its the very 1st time we go hospital n work there.. its not easy for me at the beginning, this feel come stronger when i step into the ward, HOT arh!! really cannot tahan lol... but after tat use to it already. the first ward i've been worked was medical ward, which is all men! this is a kind of "fresh" thing bcoz there is no men in college /_\ but, disappointed comes after, its all men above 40s and below 80s... too sad o.O haha.. but i felt proud and thankful bcoz i can manage to take care of patients under the guidance of my clinical instructors, Ms Molly Yen, Ms Tong, Ms Daphene and Puan Kamariah. Big thanks to them, teach me right from wrong, and never never give up of us! :')





We visit almost all the part of the hospital, but the most excited part is.....



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mortuary!!!!!!


seriously, all of us feel scare and 毛毛when 1st we open the door of the "fridge" (call it fridge bcoz the temp is -ve! to keep the body not corrode b4 the family took.) In Malaysia, all bodies have to send to General hospital, and keep there to do post mortem to role out the dead reason. One of the body we saw is a woman bunuh diri dengan lompat bangunan! Post mortem done, and the body is swollen up, bloody smell. 1st time to see this kind of body, shock la of course. Then speechless... Anyhow, we still respect her. 






We felt heart broken when we saw a baby dead body, die after been delivered, live without 2 days if not wrong. The body wrap with green towel and drawsheet. We open it carefully and see the small bady lying inside. Cannot really describe how its feel :( sad.



So, in hospital, many things to learn, to do, character to be, and i really feel like a maid in hospital. We do clean up the bedridden patients, change diapers, change clothes for them, change bed sheet, pillow case, blanket, feed them, cut fruits for them.. One thing i have to speak out, in general hospital, the things to treat patients like, cotton ball, gauze, brannula, syringe, needle, glove, micropore.....its very banyak u know. Then it become our target to having it. What else? Ambil la! That time i also ambil, bcoz i think its right. but, after that, i think about it more deeply, then i realize, no matter how many works we do, either its been appreciate or not, we still cannot take anything, anything that not belong to us! Same, the patients' properties, we cannot    take even 1 slice of paper, bcoz its not yours! Where ever you go, what u do, be honest. :D   


tired! everyday back from hospital, bath, cuci baju, terus tidur. And everyone at least sick for one week..like routine lol..ok la, i know im nonsense.. :P


Sometime when we finish our work, we feel boring, then we chit chat with patients. Some of them very friendly, like to share their story when they r young, some even told u how many is their harta.. kaya lo.. some old patient will tell u "人老了,不重用了" , then we will tell them "没有啦,不可以酱讲"...like counselor :) n some cute old patient will ask u to come to their house when free. Understand la, they need someone to accompany them. haha. We also will deal with patient, like tell patient later we want to have a  interview with u, my cikgu want to observe how i communicate, ask patient to co-operate when interview, then the patient will very happily telling u : "okok. I will help u." haha. tats y they r lovely :) 


i think tats all for sem 1 posting.. ok, God bless :) 

<3 ya!









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