Monday 26 December 2011

2011 Tata!!!

At the end of year 2011, this is my conclusions..
Quite long, i know..
Hmmmm....






But, it's helpful :) 


(Hope it will..)





















1st, Jan- Mar of this year i go menxun n learn more about God's word, how to communicate well with others 30 friends in menxun, how to cook, how to take bus, KTM, monorail.. The important learning is knowing Lord more :) After that more understand me.. Know how great His grace, His bless.. 























Of course the Klang's guys that i met n know n how interesting along the journey go to Klang every Friday, fellowship with them, Sunday services, 潘长老n so on :) 






















Unfortunately, God changed me! 






























Along the 3 months, I changed n become a more optimistic girl, more patient, more smile on my face :) 





























Then, May- July i go for NS.. At the beggining of NS I hate it so much! It's tough, tired, dirty, undelicious.. But, i cried at last day! coz the friends in NS is close with me, we cry, laugh, eat, drink, sleep, n bath together, experience the same thing everyday there. Malay, chinese n india, same, together :) 



























And I met a boy that i thought his will be my husband then.. i can't bezakan it's right or wrong to choose him.. So, we pato for 3 months, but we know the problems, we can't meet, can't more understand each other.. So, we now is best friend.. It's good for us..





























The rest months, I work at church as a secretary.. Learn more about the technic in using computer.. Then, I learn how to put my concentration at God.. Although sometimes will forget to do so>.< But, life is a continuosly learning.. So, keep learning about this :) 




























And now i feel so scary to face the year 2012, coz still worry about my study, the fees, could i manage it well.. This is actually what I worry about.. :'( 


































Please pray for me.. Thanks, and God bless you ♥







Thursday 22 December 2011

圣诞节了,我送你礼物??!!!

许多人都在期待圣诞节,期待着庆祝方式,期待收到礼物,期待吃好料,更期待圣诞老人真的能够出现...


但是,圣诞节的主角不是圣诞老人,不是天使,不是唱歌的人,而是
耶稣



在2000多年以前,在伯利恒的一个马槽里,马利亚(耶稣的母亲)从圣灵里怀了孕,在没有客房可住的情况下选择了卑微的马槽让耶稣降生...




他成了全世界人类的救主!!!!!
耶稣原本在天上,与上帝同坐在宝座上....
但,人类犯了罪而,与上帝隔绝了...



罪的代价是死亡!!!!!



上帝爱世上所有人
祂不愿意我们失去生命
而是愿意我们能够得到永生(永远的生命)




于是,上帝赐下祂的独生子———耶稣
降世为人,体会了33年人类的生活...
 面对了一切人类也会面对的问题、困难...
受过冷落、嘲讽、唾弃、鞭打
更被钉在十架上,经历死亡...




但,令人欣喜的是:


3天后,耶稣从死里复活


战胜了死亡
他是永活的神

我要如何得到永生?我配得到吗?




 永生是一份完全免费的礼物,不需要你付$$来得到,更不是做多少好事、善事才能够得到...


 你只需要单单依靠神的信心就能得到了...



怎么知道呢?
祷告吧!!!!!

 *祷告就是跟上帝讲话...



上帝在天上,离我这么远,祂听得到我说话吗?





上帝愿意并且“有时间”听你的祷告,只要你愿意向祂说话...
祂爱你,愿意帮助你,祂的双手渴望紧紧地拥抱你




祂无条件的爱你,因为祂不愿一人灭亡,乃愿人人都悔改...




我已经接受耶稣进来我的心了,你呢?



耶稣在你的心门外叩门,你愿意开门吗?









 



Sunday 11 December 2011

Merry Christmas :)

Erm...
圣诞节快到了,有点怪怪的感觉...



第一:对教会的长辈们无话可说,每一个意见不同,但却不能心平静和好好讨论,一项事工就可以吵个半小时,真不知道该怎么办...



第二:我好像太注重布置与节目了 :( 我发现了,但有点不愿意改变想法...现在想想,知道圣诞节的意义,也知道自己该怎么做了...求天父赦免,并让我能为你作美好见证 :)



第三:每一年圣诞节,我都希望能参与节目或服事,好让别人注意到我...直到今年的圣诞节预备过程,我才真正的领悟,我并不是主角,每一年、每一天、每分每秒,主角都是那独一真神,没有人能取代之...




第四:我脱离灵修生活太远了!!!!!!!该打屁股了 :'( 每一次都给自己找借口,很懒惰,也不愿读经,差一点就是“星期天读经基督徒”了...也很久没祷告了 T.T 我真的很亏欠神...求天父不要放弃我,让我能再次回到你的怀抱里...



 第五:心情很复杂,还在担心明年的生活...唯有求神赐福带领了...顺服是我唯一能做的事...加油吧!!




第六:还要处理一些该处理掉的人、事、物...啊~~放心啦,不会杀人啦>.<有时觉得人怎么会有这样的思想,但爸爸跟我说:“神创造每个人都不一样,不可能要求没跟人都像你...”谢谢爸爸的开导,让我明白了我一直都想不通的事 :)



第七:我发觉到.........我好像把以前的自己找回来了,但有好有坏>.<好,因为我又乱笑了~(≧▽≦)~不好,因为我不虔诚 :( 所以,需要将不好的改为好的,就很好了~CONFUSED @.@ 总之要变得好好就是了~不能靠自己,要靠上帝!!加油 :)



第八:开始舍不得身边的家人,好姐妹,好朋友们...但总有一天要离开,所以在想着离开的那一天不能哭,但似乎很难做到...因为能让我大笑又能让我大哭的人最厉害 :D D': 


我还真的有这么多情绪>.<
是时候大扫除了~
让自己放下该放下的...
珍惜必须珍惜的



嘉恩~加油~



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